Why is it so difficult
for me to plan my future? I want to go to nursing school, but hearing about how difficult it is, I’m second guessing myself. Can I handle it all? Should I change my mind on such an important decision because I’m too lazy to do the work? I’m scared that my “want” to be a nurse isn’t coming from the right place. A lot of people want to go in to this profession early in their lives. They just KNOW it’s what they are called to do. For me, I get bored way too easily, so what makes this any different? I could start taking all these hard classes, then one day just completely change my mind and decide I want to go to cosmetology school, or something. Then what? I’ll feel trapped and like I wasted my time. I HATE wasting time. I just want to look into my future, see what it is I ultimately decide to do with my life, and get started now. Skip all these stupid intro classes and jump right in to my future.
… That is all.

